STORIE x(
Saturday, July 01, 2006
i'm not gonna post there cause i'm not gonna give you the pleasure of reading whatever i feel deep inside. anyway, who the fuck ever said anything abt you not able to have more friends huh? did it come out from my mouth? it fucking didnt right. so? what's the big hoo-haa about you wanting to have your own friends.? nobody has ever restricted you from it sia. it sick how you can misintepret my stand on this relationship and make it to look like i'm at fault, some bitch who doesn't understand the meaning of someone having more frens than one. i'm not some selfish bitch ok. if i was right from the start, i wouldn't have introduced my frens to you, nor asked them to talk to you.
you said you wouldn't let this go without tryin to save it. then what happened ? why didnt you reply to my fucking msg when i replied you abt what's wrong. i knew i din wanna say it to you. know why? cos the last time i did, you freaking changed. not the jo i knew anymore. i didnt wanna you to change. but i tot, i rather tell you the truth than hide stuff from you. and what do i get for telling the truth? you shun me like some piece of shit. like all this while, i've been a fucking bitch, not allowing you to have your own friends. i have a life. and it doesnt only revolvews around you.
yes, im aware i may hurt you with this post, but who's gonna care about the pain i feel inside? its not gonna help if i only care about your feelings and forget mine right. anyway, you have that whole grp caring abt you. so yeah.
dong and i have decided. we're just gonna mind our own business. we're not gonna care. if you need us, we'll always be there. if you don, den we don gif a shit. let us be dummies. like a spare tyre. we're numb abt it. its been too many times that i've gone thru this shit anyway.
now don't you go ard, making me look like a heartless bitch, cos i aint one. well maybe, all this while i've been a too sensitive bitch. yeah. maybe. what the fuck.
i no longer give a shit, cause i've given up on us.
;7:51 PM
