STORIE x(
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
i don't know if the entry was to any of us, but even if it isn't, then let me tell you we have our limits too. figure yourself out then come to us okay. buat ape kejar orang yang dah tak nak kite lagi kan. macam tak gune ah. orang da taknak means tak nak ah. why bother fighting for it. makes me wonder whether all the times you said you love sexy26 was true or not. fine, i had my phase of uncertainty too, but now i acknowledge it was just moodswing on my part. i definitely appreciate and love my girls - you included. i never felt that they were suffocating, i've not walked away. fine i kept quiet, but not walk away.
do you know how disappointed i was when you laughed it when you knew i was going through the same thing as you. as far as i know, it's not really something to be rejoicing about, don't ya think? whats there to rejoice about a "breaking" friendship. we ain't pulling away, you know. you're pulling yourself away.
are we to haggle over something that move away on its own accord? only to make you feel the love and appreciation? grow up ain. it's not the elementary stages of life anymore.
;6:01 AM
Monday, January 28, 2008
almost never. i've not stepped here for so long. i almost forgot about this. but still, this remains as a private one, neh?
ayn, i hope you mature up. fine suffocated, i understand but there's no room for improvement till you step up and accept the fact everyone's changed. till you give us a chance, there's no way we could close up the gap.
maz, i miss you & me & nas & jannah & kom
nisa, i love you. (: you're my source of strength even if you don't know it ah HAHAHA.
i miss komathi.
i miss 2007 07S26.
i wonder why i put in so much effort when it comes to you razali. you make me feel stupid for never giving up. cam tunggol. i put in so much effort and it only boils down to you saying you malu. but i still sayang you, and i don't know why. such a stupid friend.
yana sungguh bodo. tapi yana matured.
;5:38 AM
